Tuesday, October 4, 2011

happy birthday. NOT!

So today was my 20th birthday. I must start this by saying ANGIE IF YOU READ THIS I LOVE YOU AND I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU! (ps. I'll probably say that a bunch) Okay, so I'm not really one to spend my day celebrating by going out or throwing a party, after my last big birthday bash I'll probably never do that again, spent LITERALLY my whole birthday cleaning up throw up and blood from my room/bathroom...and well like almost every birthday I've had, it pretty much sucked. You'd think it would be awesome seeing as I spent it with my best friend (Angie) and my boyfriend (Jordan), but of course boys SUCK and RUIN everything! Thank god for Angie though because if she wasn't there I would of spent most the day crying instead of just like 30 mins..god I have the BEST best friend.

But to explain I'll start with the night before. Everything was going great, we cracked open a beer and played real live tetras. Yes, I'm not kidding, we have actual pieces and velcroed them to my wall. Its pretty cool :) and the night was really fun. Angie made me birthday cupcakes and both her and Jordan smashed cupcakes in my face..unfortunately now my floors are paying for this! SOOOO STICKY (too lazy to clean on my bday) but then my boyfriend thought it'd be a great idea to get me really drunk by taking shots, even though I had plans to do stuff in the morning. Well instead of waking up to mimosas like I was supposed to, I woke up to a hangover. And really didn't want to get out of bed.
One of mine and Angie's favorite thing to do is go movie hoping. Since I'm not really one to celebrated I decided that is what I wanted to do for my birthday! So we had planned to see Drive, Contagion and Whats your Number? We planned to get up early, relax, drink mimosas and pack snacks and drinks for our movie day. Well due to being hungover, we didn't wake up till 11 and our first movie started at 12:10. So as you can guess we went from relaxing and drinking mimosas to RUSHING and not really drinking our mimosas..guess we were too busy making bean dip and pouring sangria and sailors into bottles to really drink them. Luckily we made it just on time to Drive, not the best movie but I was kinda digging the soundtrack (pretty 80s) and of course the guy, JESUS RYAN GOSLING YOU ARE SEXY! <3 Unfortunately, we were late for Contagion so we hopped into 50/50, which I must say was amazing..both extremely funny and touching, I cried (btw you should know I'm a total baby in movies, I cried in Disney's UP). I loved the movie, so much better than I thought it would be. After that we went into Whats your number? And this is where things started going wrong.

When we got in the theater, I could tell Jordan was drunk (he had been drinking the rum while we drank the sangria)..and sometimes when hes drunk he just gets overly opinionated or crazy. Here's and example one time when he got drunk, our friend was wearing this scarf and he thought it'd be really funny to choke this kid out with the scarf..the kid blacked out and fell to the ground. IT WASNT FUNNY! and I could tell Jordan was over the movies, but its my day and I really wanted to see this so he had to tough it out! During the movie, he started getting really antsy and just wouldn't stop talking, complaining and doing shit like taking off my bra..who does that? whatever. Well I don't really remember what happened but I do remember he said something to the extent of "all I've done the last couple days has try and you just keep putting me down" now I thought things were fine with us. Guess I was wrong, for some reason (probably the alcohol) I was pretty emotional and started crying. Jordan left for a bit and then came back and tried to make things better. I just tried to brush it off.

After the movie, Jordan wanted to get dinner so we went to the Yardhouse. I love that place, when we got there Jordan just started bitching. He just couldn't shut up about how terrible every movie he saw today was. Telling Angie and I we were crazy and dumb for liking the movies, which I thought was incredibly rude. During this time, my parents called me and it made me really sad. I miss them so much and would of done anything to see them today. Literally anything. Well why talking to them on the phone, our food came. Jordan who was already bothering me and decided to ask for the check the second the food came. LIKE REALLY? I don't know, I thought it was incredibly rude, it made me feel like he wanted to just hurry up, eat and get the hell out of there. After all this I kinda didn't have an appetite anymore and just wanted to leave myself. But Jordan told the girls it was my birthday, so they came and brought me a chocolate souffle. During this time Jordan thought it would be good to let me know he was gonna be cheap and leave her a shitty tip. Now normally Jordan is a pretty good tipper, seeing as hes worked in this industry many times. So when he told me this I asked him if he would give her a better tip seeing as I was getting a free desert. HE FLIPPED! He kept saying that I wasn't being appreciative. That he had spent a bunch of money on me and that all I wanted to do was have him spend more, etc, etc. And honestly it wasn't about that at all, but he told me that after the dinner he was gonna go to his aunts! which hurt and so I started crying right there in the Yardhouse, and I mean crying. I went to the bathroom and Angie comforted me, I washed my face and took a couple deep breathes and went back out there.

We left shortly after that, Jordan was "too drunk" to drive and is passed out on the couch currently. I'm definitely NOT speaking to him tomorrow. I ended up giving him $10 because I practically had to bribe him to give her a better tip with telling him I'd give him money to tip her. I've spent the rest of my night catching up on my shows with Angie and getting ready for school. OH YEAH, that starts back up tomorrow. 8:30am AWESOME! And that's been my 20th birthday! guess I'm ungrateful for wanting my boyfriend to give the girl a better tip! Hope you all had  a better day than I did. Again Angie I love you. Thank you for trying to make today a great day and being there for me <3

Here are some pictures from the night before:

Starter.




LIVE tetras. 

Finished Game/Wall Art

Then came Shots!

And of course cupcake in the face. Angie is licking it off me.
 I taste YUMMY <3

Sorry this was soooooo LONG! Hope you all made it to the end. 
I was really rambling but it needed to come out!

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

okay so..

clearly i'm kind of an awful blogger. i guess i just am so busy with everything else. but anyways this weekend i went to Identity Festival at the Hollywood Palladium and had a blast! Great music. Great vibes. and Great people! <3 my favorites of the night were Steve Aoki, Nervo, Le Castle Vania, and Pretty Lights. anyways here are some pictures from the festival.  :)

 angie, jesse and i <3
 Aoki and Aaron Paul
 singer of Weezer
 STEVE AOKI
 Aaron Paul (Jesse Pinkman from Breaking Bad) LOVE HIM
 Le Castle Vania Crew run by Ryan :)
 binky sharing
WEEZER


Check out ocweekly.com/slideshow and thecobrasnake.com/partyphotos.html for more!

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

so I know..

okay so I know its been everywhere and people have been talking about this for a couple weeks now but I just cant get over this jason lee parry/hailey clauson scandal. I cant believe her parents are really suing seeing as they were at the shoot themselves and all her photoshoots are just as risque. anyways im going to post a link for a video and pictures from the shoot.
this picture.





also here is a link of some other photoshoots shes been in 

the start.

well after seeing my roomate constantly blogging and stalking a couple blogs for a while now, I decided i'd finally start my own blogspot. I guess to start off this blog i'll post some of my favorite people and my recent dress wishlist.

my boyfriend jordan, my puppy bentley and I in park city, ut


my best friend in the world and roomate, angie. check out her blog. www.fluentbeauty.com

my other roomate jesse
and now my dress wishlist

this white dress is a nessessity